Random Thoughts of friendship!

At times i'm so frustrated I can't think, so Happy I can't stop crying, and so free spirited I forget i'm an "adult." Life has just random moments that make no sense at the time but after all the blurryness is gone it's completely bitter sweet. I'm non-regretful of my past, confused about friendships, and broken-hearted for the lost, but yet completely certain of love. I always had this idea of how I thought it felt and everthing that came along with it, what I would do with it and wouldn't, and how when I found it I wouldn't let it go. That's what happen. I found it and captured it and went 100% full force. We make life what it is; happy, sad, miserable, deceitful, weird, joyful, emotional, etc. Be happy for each other instead of shutting them out and treating them like they are the undeserving ones. If we only knew the things then that we know now! If you want something go get it, if you don't go after or you let it go, don't look down on the other's that captured it! After many long thoughts I come to the conclusion that the people I need are the ones I wake up too and fix breakfast for and put to bed, and the ones that are the first ones I call when something amazing has happend, and the ones that I will spent all my holidays with called my FAMILY!! The best present our parents ever gave us, thanks to them we're not all just cousins we're a huge group of siblings!!